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Well it seems I collect good writers like trinkets- in a non stalkery way, yeah it seems I'm more of a lurker than stalker hanging around LJs waiting for the next update but tooooooo polite to demand they end my vigil and post already heh. I've started commenting more, in the begining I'd just read through the comments and be like *what she said* never expressive because I just couldn't find the right words to sum up exactly how a piece of fiction made me feel and not wanting to say stuff like " omg hot!!! XD" " adjsghing loved it" but now I realize that's cool too cause every good writer more or less knows her stuff: when its good or when it stinks.... much as I'd love to write I can't type worth a damn so I write stuff in my head, mostly dialogue or pwp lol always based on something I've seen or read. I adore writers who can set a scene, convey an emotion and generally blow my mind with their originality, brilliance and imagination. Yep, I basically fangirl all the awesome spn writers and of course the inspiration behind the stories be it Sam&Dean or Jensen&Jared... funny how I can't say Dean&Sam or Jared&Jensen- it sounds to unnatural/forced huh.

so i'm new and not very good at this so i'm not sure if this is the right place to post this, but i love your recs like a fat kid loves cake, hmm... cake lol! so whatever your flavour i hope you have a merry time on your b/day.

always wondered who names these natural diasters? Does this dubious honor go to the 1st weather watcher who spots the storm or is there a computer programmed to churn out the names? i kept ribbing my bro about being namesakes with the latest force of nature -Hurricane Ike that is until i learnt it was heading to Houston TX where my other brother n relatives live, then the joke was over n like the concerned sis i am i quickly called Ik n told him to make the storm go away -using the force of course - yeah that got me an earful of cackling ( should have asked him to use sadir instead hmm) anyway my family survived the storm unscathed (whats a litte power failure) thank God. i think on those less fortunate not only in texas but around the world who have been battered by mother nature through no fault of thier own n hope they find the strength to rebuild their lifes b/c whatever the name a storm is still a terrifying experience n no joke at all

 Seriously! I get that there are 2 sides 2 every story or coin or whatever, heads/tails, day/night, yin/yang etc etc etc so I was ok w/ the the good n bad sides of fandom but the ugly underbellly is plain scary  especially when it comes to some so called Supernatural/Jensen/Jared fans who do n say very nasty n hurtful things yet claim to love n support, they're like a park of rabid dogs:sooner or later your gonna get bitten in the name of love... I'm relieved to note that there are fans out there just like me who understand there are lines you don't cross, lines between fantasy n reality, truth n fiction, right n wrong... I wonder if folks are really that misguided in RL or if the anonymity of an internet w/o boundaries has made them loose  objectivity n plain old commonsense n human dignity.
 Anyway I'm grateful to all those talented people involved in making Supernatural the awesome rockin' show that it is, y'all be giving me that warm fuzzy feeling long after the show ends so THANK YOU!
 And for all you fugly fans who've gone darkside, Get a grip n come back to the light.

Welcome y'all... ain't nothing 2 see here though cos I'm all about the fic fic fic ie Supernatural/J2 fanfic rps... if they were cookies, i'd be the cookie monster always wanting more more more! unhealthy perhaps but totally satisfying. so yeah i got my hand down the cookie jar n i ain't budging. y'all have a nice life now, ta ta

I believe Heath deserves to Rest In Peace, the Oscar feels like a flimsy consolation price to such a bright spark going dim however if it will give his family, friends & fans something to hold on to then by all means

wow i'm barely signed up and i'm already crying... is that good or bad? Truth: my baby sis died in a plane crash 3 years ago, hey you didn't know ok so this is not a guilt trip. Anyway i'd call my family to remind them that love never truely dies, its only transformed so its ok to be happy even though i'm not with them physically i'll always live in their hearts. i'd want them to live life to the fullest